women

Women, means a lot of woman. Thanks wen jun.

I realized that women can be quite strong, or ignorant, or plain stupid. I know few characters that i know i'll never have the strength to live in their heels.

One, is married. She's living alone with two dogs and one of the sons that's jobless at the age of 30+. Her husband cheated on her, to be with a richer younger women. According to her, the husband initially wanted to cheat back some money but the adulteress won't let him go. Now the husband only comes back secretly behind the other lady's back to see her and the dogs. How could anyone live with this? Surely not me if i'm the adulteress who supports the jobless husband. Not me too, if i'm the lady. Is this really love, or being strong?

Two more, is attached (not married) to a same guy. Sleeps in the same bed with the men in between, and watches as either one is excluded from sex. Or perhaps they have a threesome. Which is even more unlucky, cause both are unlikely to orgasm unless they are really good at it. I don't know. Neither one of them are willing to let go, and the men wants to keep both. Are they really happy? Now they're both pregnant, and the men could only marry one. So he isn't doing anything.

Women could go a long way when they love, or when no one tells them to get out. Perhaps some are smart, and that's because they haven't really fell, in love. It's a chagrin as i see it. A total disappointment due to how we fail to handle our emotions, and separate passion from reality. Till the day some die, women probably have neglected everything best for themselves and lived in pain, because what's best for themselves has long been replaced with what makes him the most happy the moment they fell.

It could be a good thing, because they might not found out what more better things in life they can have if they hadn't give up everything for the man. In their grave, what goes on most definitely is "This was how life treated me, as long as he's happy i'm happy". Well dead women, there's no way you could read this now but someone should have pulled you out of the terrible sacrifices you made. A friend, or someone you hate. Not God i guess, because He's all about loving and giving. The only problem is, you're the only one loving and giving.

Some are lucky, to have their strict mothers forcing them to marry someone far richer than the poor chap they're loving. But in their mind and hearts, it is still that chap pondered upon day and night. Differences are simply much much better things in life, and happier parents. Less happy for the women of course unless she don't love the chap that much compare to fine things.

Aah. Enlightened.

We are doomed once we really love.

So there isn't a way out?

Of course there is, love someone who loves you more with all your heart. Imagine that. Must be whole lot of love. But then, he could be controlling.

This sums up to nothing, a chasing after the wind.

Silly me for thinking so much, silly you for reading till here.