I will cry when……………

I don’t know how to start it….because it is embarrassing me….huhu…but this thing haunted my head all the time…and finally it makes me deeply deeply goes down...huhuhu never mind loh… I will share just a part of the story k…erk??how about the other part??...heheh you know right??private and confidential babe...the story is start with, I lost “something precious” that belong to her..and she got angry to me…at the first time she speak harsh to me, and than she hint artfully something that make my heart break a part(cewah!)….I try to calm down but my tears….adeeeiii….can’t wait to fall down loh...it is so embarrassed me…and at that time also, many couple of eyes are not missed their chances to look at me…huhu..i don’t know where to hide my face…while I busy with my tear bathing she busy lectured me on what had happen(blablabla...i don't pay my attention on it)...from now on, I won’t be there anymore to see her face…but don’t worry, I’m not gonna run away just like that..that is not me..I will give what yours back but it doesn’t mean I take it…my parents doesn’t ever taught me to do like that…i know what it is good and bad...but don’t simply blamed me…how about the others??? but now I accept it, may be God want to test me…believe it…what you give and later on you will get back…